I am up in the middle of the night again. I don't know what stars aligned last night so that I slept so beautifully, but here I am, awake, achey and pissed off. I checked all of the internet things that I check, and to do anything else, I'd have to take out my earplugs (which, while a zillion times more awesome than any pair I've owned previously, ( Read more... )

So there was an audio bug on the website where it was asking for a password just to listen to the podcast, and that's been fixed. (I assume most people just read instead of listened, but whatever) However, to keep it going, I REALLY NEED PEOPLE TO CALL IN AND ASK ADVICE. make up problems if you have to. no one's going to recognize your voice, you ( Read more... )

I have been abnormally bitchy and miserable today. I'm not sure if it's how I slept, or if it's something else, but my nerves are really on edge. I've got both boys hiding in their bedrooms away from me, and that just makes me feel worse, because I feel like an evil dragon lady, and I'm still alone ( Read more... )

I've been in the hospital all week. No internet. I'm getting a spinal tap tomorrow. Pretty freaked out. People who can get to riddle should visit.

So I'm home from the hospital today. I came home with a shiny new *walker* which makes me feel like a giant TOOL. But, apparently, I'm just not steady enough on my feet to be allowed to use them all on my lonesome. Also, not allowed to bend over, shower without help, and have not only one of those grabby-hand-claw deals, but an honest-to-god bath- ( Read more... )

Is anybody up? I can't sleep and I'm stressed out and lonely. :-(

so here's the thing. About two weeks ago, my dad had a heart attack. (bio, not Cam, for those of you playing along at home) Yesterday, he had another. This morning, they should be going in and putting in the stents that they didn't think were necessary two weeks ago. It is
extremely difficult for me to not be able to do anything about it from here ( Read more... )